Blessed photographs 1998-2011 see story below photograph.
Megapixel healing from the Avatar
seeing through the veil
to relay stories of the experiences with healers and channellers that He rescued me from to create a way through the lies ..
"Here is a camera if you turn the camera towards Swami and turn on the switch you see the image of Swami. In the same way use the mind. The mind is the "lens" of concentration turn it toward Brahman and turn on the switch of intellect and you will have a picture of Brahman immediately. Our body is a camera, mind is the lens, our feeling is the picture, intellect is the switch our vision is divine. Once you turn your vision godward, god will come to you" Satya Sai Baba.
When I received each photograph, it represented a healing principle within me, encompassing all aspects of mind, body, and spirit. Personally, the wounds inflicted on my spiritual heart by the misperceptions of others were the most difficult to reveal. However, the inclusion of these photographs in the story holds significance, as they document a journey through the deceitful lies and manipulations associated with "transcendence" and so-called enlightened teachers and healers who proved to be anything but. Contrary to the ideal of "help ever, hurt never," my personal experience of healing didn't align with this notion, as I had never even heard His name or possessed any prior knowledge of Him when He appeared to me the first time. The only thing I felt in that tru moment was in the spiritual heart.
The timing of receiving each photograph of Him also unveiled a dynamic healing and protective process, a personal grace, that healed many toxic dynamics I encountered that surrounded His being.
Many encounters in and around His ashram were not only troubling but also mystifying. To illustrate the reasons behind His specific teachings on "channellers" and false teachers, I include some deeply troubling experiences in the book that led to receiving a reflection of Him. The paradoxical healing experiences He requested me to write before I experienced the wounds that created the healing aparatus of His photograph.. These experiences span over 30 years of visiting His presence and are interspersed throughout the story, highlighting the multitude of worlds that come into play when one deviates from His written and spoken directions. The resulting dynamics are indeed distressing and divisive for many who ignore His spoken teachings and warnings as inconsequential.
The photographs when received soothed the real damage lies and gossip and inaccurate perceptions create from people who claimed to have spiritual knowledge and achievements. They participated in "spiritual lies" whether knowingly or unknowingly without any knowledge of the repercussions of their false narratives. Some of the results I would not wish on my worst enemy. Many of these archetypal experiences received while living in the town outside His ashram are relayed along with the "drama" that resulted.
My belief that common courtesy and reasonable requests needn't be refused. The people who honoured HIs true Blessing with respect and dignity fostered me during those years with their understanding and validation of the task He had given me. Many unknowingly giving balm to life simply by being. I was in awe of His true devotees whether knowing His name or simply just being. They were few and far between and are the unsung heroes of this story. The everyday spiritual aspirants who lived and worked within his teachings to relieve poverty and suffering within their individual reach without needing to be seen "doing it" . Against many claiming, or performing or soliciting for their own recognition or belief in spiritual superiority. Those seeing into others private business without invite, or claiming representation were often the the deepest betrayers to the truth of His Blessings. He was the law keeper in respect to the worlds. The town His ashram is located in was ripe with the best of the best and the worst of the worst.
Without the receipt of the photographs there would be no book or reference to the healing and protection He manifested for me in this task after my death experience with Jesus Christ and the further healings from The Holy Spirit. The trinity of hope. It was after this "true death" the forms of Satya Sai Baba and Sai Baba of Shirdi, and Babaji appeared. The "spiritual groups (sic) and practices and how they manipulate when seen through the inner lens He gifted me during my very 1st visit decades prior are also discussed through reflection. All this resulted by following the spiritual heart.
The self claimed healers and "channellers" that He often put in front of me and the terrors of the misinterpretations and mixing of lies and deception with "spiritual truths" was daunting.
To understand the concepts of healing and claims of channelers often rendered me destroyed and the destruction halted any aspect of sharing or desire to share. Then Satya Sai Baba would come Himself relieving me of wounds, which paradoxically left me with even less understanding of all that had been experienced and why. All this healing through the receipt of a photograph of Him after the traumas experienced.
That process encompassed unbelievable hardship, illness and poverty in my own life. People rarely followed or honored their words. But this truth also interspersed with times of joy and abundance. Through it all the constant support from the light of the heart that led to a photograph... His appearance in dreams, and the inner vision long before a photograph came to me was a process He was seeding from the onset of the miraculous divine healing I experienced all those years prior. The golden molecules (see death experience) within. I managed through it all to remain in my heart no matter where it lead.. I would not exist and nor would the photographs without His supreme will. Anyone who says otherwise is a liar and lies at their own peril if claiming to be "acting in His name". For those who don't know of Him or His name I only ask for an open heart and mind.
The photographs affected real healing within me, but more than that could not result in any negative consequence to others. But paradoxically by having them His self called devotees displayed cruelty and ignorance toward me for having them. That truth has kept the photographs hidden for many years. The photograph reflect His image and energy without the interference of a "middle man" except for the fact that a middle "woman" was used to tell the story of how a photograph of him whether one can appreciate the art or not. Even a photograph of Him can reveal the hearts of others, there are so many aspects to His existence and people's representation of Him. the truth is He asked me to write this over 35 years ago and I'm still not finished. .... It is in the viewers domain to receive or deny the conscious or unconscious effects of His healing that His true image achieved in me..whether it was from a photograph I took myself or a true reflection of Him from others...
The reason art and storytelling exists so I am told is a commentary on the times...
His leelas with the photographs…
At what point do people ignore the main thrust of His teachings and words, and still go about in the practices and beliefs He simply has spoken are not true!
His true image and reflection here in Photographs IS His true energy.. that cannot emit or create, inflict or exacerbate a wound. It can only soothe , dissolve, heal and honour it. The honouring of the task He gave me decades prior a sacred trust between Him and I. You can believe it or not, value it or not. The current of healing is between Himself and the person viewing the photograph. That is the essence of art and expression so I am told. I can only reflect how He healed me and why the photographs informed me of many contradictory perceptions to do with advent.
now I have my say, with His Blessing, the depth of the betrayals to the spiritual heart in His name were unsurvivable without His daily dreams and visions and later without receipt of the photographs during the hardest of times living at His feet. The bruising and pains of the spiritual heart that exists in many devotees is illumined and the goal is to soothe those wounds. My story is every devotees story in these times of lies and gaslighting in His name or in the name of any true Guru. ( dispeller of darkness) it is the darkness within we must dispel..
all photos taken or created by myself.
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