Blessed photographs 1998-2011 see story below photograph.
Megapixel healing from the Avatar
seeing through the veil
to relay stories of the experiences with healers and channellers whthat He rescued me from to create a therapy for myself.
"Here is a camera if you turn the camera towards Swami and turn on the switch you see the image of Swami. In the same way use the mind. The mind is the "lens" of concentration turn it toward Brahman and turn on the switch of intellect and you will have a picture of Brahman immediately. Our body is a camera, mind is the lens, our feeling is the picture, intellect is the switch our vision is divine. Once you turn your vision godward, god will come to you" Satya Sai Baba.
When I received each photograph, it represented a healing principle within me, encompassing all aspects of mind, body, and spirit. Personally, the wounds inflicted on my spiritual heart by the misperceptions of others were the most difficult to reveal. However, the inclusion of these photographs in the story holds significance, as they document a journey through the deceitful lies and manipulations associated with "transcendence" and so-called enlightened teachers and healers who proved to be anything but. Contrary to the ideal of "help ever, hurt never," my personal experience of healing didn't align with this notion, as I had never even heard His name or possessed any prior knowledge of Him when He appeared to me the first time. The only thing I felt was in the spiritual heart. The timing of receiving each photograph also unveiled a dynamic healing process and personal grace that I had encountered in and around His ashram. To illustrate the reasons behind His specific teachings on "channellers" and false teachers, I included some deeply troubling experiences in the book He requested me to write. These experiences span over 30 years of visiting His presence and are interspersed throughout the story, highlighting the multitude of worlds that come into play when one deviates from His written and spoken directions. The resulting dynamics are indeed distressing and divisive.
The photographs when received soothed the real damage lies and gossip and inaccurate perceptions create from people who claimed to have spiritual knowledge and achievements. They participated in "spiritual lies" whether knowingly or unknowingly without any knowledge of the repercussions of their false narratives. Some of the results I would not wish on my worst enemy. Many of these archetypal experiences received while living in the town outside His ashram are relayed along with the "drama" that resulted.
My belief that common courtesy and reasonable requests needn't be refused. The people who honoured HIs true Blessing with respect and dignity fostered me during those years with their understanding and validation of the task He had given me. I was in awe of His true devotees and they were few and far between. They are the unsung heroes of this story. The everyday spiritual aspirants who lived and worked within his teachings to relieve poverty and suffering, and not the ones claiming, or performing or soliciting clients for their own brand of belief in spiritual superiority and seeing and claiming representation no matter the worlds or genres in which they made their claim. He was the law keeper in respect to the worlds. The town His ashram is located in was ripe with the best of the best and the worst of the worst.
Without the receipt of the photographs there would be no book or reference to the healing and protection He manifested for me in this task after my death experience with Jesus Christ and the further healings from The Holy Spirit. The trinity of hope. It was after this "true death" the forms of Satya Sai Baba and Sai Baba of Shirdi, and Babaji appeared throughout this journey through the "spiritual groups (sic) and practices and how they manipulate when seen through the inner lens. All this only following the spiritual heart.
The self claimed healers and "channellers" that He often put in front of me and the terrors of the misinterpretations and mixing of lies and deception with "spiritual truths" was daunting.
To understand the concepts of healing and claims of channelers often rendered me destroyed and the destruction halted any aspect of sharing or desire to share. Then Satya Sai Baba would come Himself relieving me of wounds, which paradoxically left me with even less understanding of all that had been experienced and why.
That process encompassed unbelievable hardship, illness and poverty in my own life. People rarely followed their words. But this truth also interspersed with times of joy and abundance. Through it all the constant support from the light from the heart..the golden molecules (see death experience) within. I managed through it all to remain in my heart no matter where it lead.. I would not exist and nor would the photographs without His supreme will. Anyone who says otherwise is a liar and lies at their own peril.
The photographs are of following the Heart reflected in them that affected real healing within me, but more could not result in any negative consequence to others, as it is His image and energy without the interference of a "middle man" whose intentions were not inline with the spiritual heart.. In so much as it is about a story and reflections given through the view of an artist's temperament, of the betrayals of those who "appeared" close to the avatar, either by their words or proximity.. It is in the viewers domain to receive or deny the conscious or unconscious effects of His healing that His true image can achieve.
This concept of the leelas with photographs began in 1991 and was developed through out the years always in the reflections of How the photograph reflects when given about peace in the heart. In the context of His presence in my life through photographs, dreams and visions another trinity of sorts created to manifest self reliance in listening to the heart within. At the very least in my own experience and in many I have met through my life's journey and travels throughout the world, who sporadically validated and confirmed the joy they had when presented with a photograph I took myself...whilst others would diminish the real blessing of actually taking one to create a narrative for this story. The paradox of the " interpreter" and what is happening now with the contradictions against His spoken words denying His participation in the channeling world. The new age of cult of personality, that borrow's authority by using His name for their own reasons that have nothing to do with the alleviation of poverty and suffering.
The reason art and storytelling exists so I am told is a commentary on the times...
the differences between self serving and serving. That is what the book toys to illustrates, and why the photographs of Him exist to me for me.
I believed Him when he said noone could "channel Him" The best anyone can do is act in Him and reflect His spiritual heart and grace.
In a dream, He asked the whole of His darshan Hall to help me. Noone came forward in support and in actuality the opposite was true. The fear so great and the conflicts so disheartening with anyone who steps out into the fray to lift the veil between the truth and lies...darknesss and light that exists in us all. ....and that was to "die Hard" for me. "the title He gave the book!"
The photograph above depicted visually what a darshan really meant. A symbolic reference to removing darkness from the golden river as seen in the photograph of Him clearly seeing into the golden stream..with the added image of the orange pyramid falling out of that stream,,.. .. The transmutation of His "seeing" into the golden river and with that knowledge, creating the release of the negative or dark influences into a Blessing releasing energy into a golden bird that has His image and consciousness guiding its flight for anyone who was open to that concept of Blessing and removal of darkness and ignorance.
The receipt of that photograph coincided with my return from a local temple I had just returned from. The temple. Le pakshi which means "rise bird" in Telegu.. Lepakshi of the epic story of the Ramayana and the bird who died and was resurrected trying to save dharma was called Jattayu" Jattayu means = TIME IS NOW Telegu the birth language of Satya Sai Baba.
The contents of this story are not for everyone. They will challenge many stuck in their beliefs and perceptions.....BUT
A healing within my body mind and heart to follow the inner voice or at the very least to discriminate on who had my best interests or were vying for some power and aggrandizement for hearing Him in a way that He claimed Himself is not Him. For me nothing He did was meaningless, every dream an information confirmation., every movement could be a conveyance. The conceptual working theory was “its all His universe, but some directions couldn’t possibly be Him".. So why is He taking responsibility for it all? The dark disguised as light....I trusted in His words that He does not channel and He could only be found in the silence of the spiritual heart..I staked my life on it...
His leelas with the photographs…
At what point do people ignore the main thrust of His teachings and words, and still go about in the practices and beliefs He simply has spoken are not true!
His true image and reflection here in Photographs IS His true energy.. that cannot emit or create, inflict or exacerbate a wound. It can only soothe , dissolve, heal and honour it. The honouring of the task He gave me decades prior a sacred trust between Him and I. You can believe it or not, value it or not. The current of healing is between Himself and the person viewing the photograph. That is the essence of art. I can only reflect how they healed me and why they informed me of many contradictory perceptions to do with illusion.
now I have my say, with His Blessing the depth of the betrayals to the spiritual heart in His name, the bruising of that heart that exists in many devotees , the goal is to soothe those wounds. My story is every devotees story in these times of lies and gaslighting in His name or in the name of any true Guru. ( dispeller of darkness) it is the darkness within we must dispel..
all photos taken by myself.
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