Creating Memories That Last a Lifetime

The avatar became the central point, culminating in a photograph where the art lies in the reflected "angles" or rays emanating from it. Not in the perfection of the reflection, but in the art of reflection..timing and justification for the need for healing by the gift. When developing and viewing the image of Him in the privacy of my quarters, I experienced a darshan more intense than the original, a visual record of healing  and understanding through a window that became an artistic canvas created in the moment the photograph was snapped by following the voice in my heart..  

A deeper sense of intuitive guidance emerged. Was this because I stepped away from hands-on healing, which had only brought me sorrow and attacks?  Yet, even these photographs sparked jealousy and bitterness from others.  Blind to their own motivations, people reacted against the record of His being, dismissing it as Him simply "keeping me busy." They knew nothing of my background, the personal healing journey He Himself requested, and which I had to keep silent about. These images were taken outside His ashram—a place where everyone profits from  His advent.. As they should for human rights.  But this is the main contention and hypocrisy of many who profit from His advent in other ways.. Especially in association with His image.   They couldn't touch the photographer Satya Sai chose, who was born in Puttaparthy and earned his living selling these images that were also sold in the ashram. So why was it so readily assumed that I couldn't sustain myself with my art?  Was it because the photographs healed, and Satya Sai Baba's healing is freely given?  I felt trapped in a "deaf community" once more, a culture within a culture, with beliefs against anyone profiting from His being, even in the context of creating art. . But to experience such insolence and backlash simply for receiving these healing photographs, even being accused of profiteering, felt outrageous and infantile and insolent of His true Blessings.   WHo did that?  The wealthiest of His devotees..I tell that story it reveals many things about truth.     Sophia